IS GOD WORTH IT?

All the time we profess we love God. We acknowledge and appreciate him for the things we have and how he has done things his own way. Its cool, and I really love those confessions. But one little question that makes the difference in all our thanksgivings and appreciations is "Do we really mean what we say?" Does God actually deserve the glory we claim to return to him?"
I'm sorry if I intrude into your affair with God, but some things have to be done right. Now how do you see me if you were God that I do things on my own without your consultation, I make my decisions without giving you a listening ear, I care less to things that concern you, nothing depicts that you are my friend, master, brother, or father. We don't communicate in anyway, the only thing that keeps me alive is just grace, even though something tells me that I'm alive because I'm smart, I'm no better than those who don't identify you as the only way; just like it is popularly said that "one who can read but doesn't read is not better than one who can't read" . I know some of your precepts, but intentionally violate them, because they don't just satisfy my selfish desires. Would you be happy as God?
Why didn't God receive the offering of Cain? Hope we haven't forgotten the origination of the widow's mite? The heart matters in thanksgiving, praise and worship.
Jesus Christ once spoke bitterly about this same issue. It hurts to see how people pay lip service in adoration but their hearts are no way near who they profess to adore; it reminds me of the bitterness in Christ heart in (Matt. 15:8/ Mark 7:6).
Now, do we really mean to appreciate him or we do it to fulfil all righteousness? Was He or our strive fully involved in what we are thanking him for? Forget the fact that the appreciation is done to please man, what about God? Is he worth it? We shouldn't give Him what we think we owe him, when deep down in our hearts, we know we've gotten to the point where we are all by ourselves.
Is God really worth it?