Sometimes I feel being a good guy ain't just cool,
What's the need when you are always seen as a fool
Not by people but by you?
You regret for not being you.
My room is filled with emptiness as I lay on my bed,
My regrets display on the screen in my head,
I see how I've swallowed lies from preachers who celebrate the devil
Now I feel like a pawn;
Like the camera men in porn.
I just want to live,
Not just dwelling in my wish
Like I'm one beggar without a choice.
Life is cruel;
This knowledge is the beginning of my breakthrough.
Call me a black sheep,
For colour is just one of those adjectives.
Cos I better not be a good goat;
Everybody's man waiting to be slaughtered.
Why then should I be good when evil seems to be better?
Quote not from the scriptures
Cos we all know in parts,
And you know not how sweet it feels to be lured,
Just one step at a time will fix all your disjointed parts.
